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来特村儿整四天了，发生了那么多又觉得过去了好久。

##20140210,周一
见到N，仿佛更帅了，却是更消瘦。晚上一起吃饭，其实大家都旅途劳累，谈不上相谈甚欢，都N在说，我困意浓，却也舍不得结束。
此处需省略细节若干行, it's just a date to remember

Got a date that I was dreaming about for over half a year. Wonderfully happy but… Chickened out at the last minute. God knows it’s tempting. Sometimes dreams come true only partially. And people say be careful with what you wish for. For once I’m not hot headed to make hasty decisions. I think I did the right thing but why am I feeling sorry ?

On the bright side, I was complimented for my hair, for having the hottest ass and sexy lips…embarrassed but I’m really happy, I needed this. I can feel the losing of confidence as I’m getting older and still single. Good to know I am still desirable, to a hot guy like that.

##20140211,周二
连续两天的纠结死我不偿命，我再也不能complain我的生活无聊单一了
In a row ?? Come on!

##20140212,周三
有些事日后细思极恐
感慨这短短三天我的跟电影一样的生活。也算是人生离完整更进一步了。
这一天的会议就在无限遐想中度过。竟淡淡后悔周一, 我这是怎么了。。。